Anything worth doing is worth doing well.

I guess it's a bit too late for new years revolutions seeing as it's already March. But hey, better late than never eh? Plus, it's only just the start of the academic year.

Actually, I started working in mid-January so the official start isn't too much of a change. It does feel a bit strange though. I look back at what I've done over past month and a half and I don't feel I've done very much which is rather depressing. But I'm sure it'll all add up in the end and I will definitely get something out of it all.

Having said all that about the early start and not being too fazed about starting the year, I'm really struggling to really getting back my focus. I've been in an ambiguous mode which lies somewhere between holiday and work for so long, I am really lacking the motivation to just get back into it. God, I'm so damn lazy.

I figured if I set myself some goals, it'd put everything into perspective. So here it goes:

To find a genuine passion in what I'm doing
To do things well, not just half-arsed
To be more informed through reading!
To improve in oral communication skills
To master techniques
With practice, to be more confident
To focus!

But in all honesty, it all begins with me and really taking that first step. Once you get back into the routine of things, it'll just all fall into place. Don't procrastinate, be proactive. Stop thinking about irrelevant things that clutter your mind. Concentrate on the task at hand and 'just do it!' Endurance isn't a matter of physical strength, it's power of the mind. Right pep talk over.

Funny how this was meant to be somewhat of a sanctuary in which I can indulge my senses. But I guess it's because I got too carried away and am over-indulging. There has to be a line drawn somewhere and I need a balance.

Well, there we have it. Work hard, play hard.